In the time it takes you to read this, 22 tears will have fallen from her eye.
In the time it takes you to understand what this means, she will be gone.
Not gone in a fiscal sense but in the way a breeze is gone after it kisses your face.
22 tears, drops that stand for every thing she is;
Dreams
Love
Hope
Wishes
Prayers
Joy
Laughter
Passion
Light
Song
Thoughts
Movement
Time
Knowledge
Difference
Breath
Forgiveness
Humanity
Want
Thanks
Youth
Self
22 tears the fall unstopped. Unhindered.
The first paving the way so that the rest can do there job.
22 tears lay in a puddle formed of 22 understandings.

LNS

I may be very ordinary
simple yet extraordinarily
different in every single way

I some times walk when asked to run
I sure don't try to help you numb
your easy and condescending minds

so don't ask me to change,
please slow, down refrain
or put any thing I say in laymen's terms
in stead take a step back
and listen to the fact
that every thing I say and do
is not only for the likes of you

society is cancer driven
loose with no inhibitions
were a crucifix means some one to ridicule

4 letter words come easy
any more than and they a wheezy
from trying to figure out what I have to say

but don't ask me to change,
please slow, down refrain
or put any thing I say in laymen's terms
in stead take a step back
and listen to the fact
that every thing I say and do
is not a world like drone for the likes of you

LNS

"Excellence is only achieved when the expected is disregarded."

My director said that this weekend at honors choir and I loved it so I thought I would pass it on. Honors choir is now done. YAY! It is a great exsperence but very time consuming. I heard and made some great music and met some people so it was over all a great time. the SSAA choir was good and did some halfway hard songs. I was a part of the TTBB choir and we did 5 songs. The Pilgrams Chorus by Richard Wagner, Ave Maria, Cleeck Clauck Don-se sabo which translates to dance you wooden shoes, My Soul is a Witness by Thee Moses Hogan, and The Chorus of the Pirates from The Pirates of Penvance. then the SATB choir when and were a let down on some songs but GENIUS on others. They proved the Eric Whitacre is amazing and if you dont know who Eric Whitacre is look up any music by him some time. well I have now reached my update quota for like my life so I am going to go

I have just cought the last 15 minutes of house of waxs and can tell the whole storie. bunch of kids in a small town find a "abandon house" made of wax the stupid ones die first 2 people are left the house melts to the ground. Besides the bad acting and crappy plot I am left to think this, How in the heck did this movie keep my attention for a whole 15 minutes.

so what do you do when some one you consider as a friend pushes you away. If they have a good reason then do you let them, help them, stop them, if they dont have a good reason do you let them help them stop them. you may know who you are, I hope you do because other wise your dumb, and you may even know that this is about you. If you do relise this is about you then let me say this to you. I dont know your reason for sure, but I suspect your reason and I see your side if I am right in my asumtiopn. Because I trust you and want this friendship to last then I will let you push me away but I am not going to help. This means I am still here though any time.